Saturday, July 30, 2005
Haiz So Boring!!!
Woo... Life is so sucks... Troubled with my life, work and everything... Keep on falling sick.. Pissed off!!!Realli wish if someone have a pistol can bang one shot on my head...Doing badly for my daily grades in school.. All straight D's haiz.. Why not gif mi straight 7's in poker game.... Haiz.. Who call mi to get late and nv do RJ, i really getting lazy and lazy. Really dunno wad i want in my life... Suddenly i feel so bored of everything.. Soccer, taekwondo and swimming no longer makes mi happy... Some time realli thinking.. Why my life is always full of setbacks... Izzit realli now i suffer then when i reach old age i will haf a better life?? Hope so... Haiz... Sometime see other guys trying to get the ger they like, all have happy ending.. They seems nv put much effort yet can get the ger they like... But mi leh... Put so much efforts and sincere end up having nth but damn sad ending.. Sometimes recall back.. Since young, people around mi keep look down on mi and say mi useless.. I noe i am useless tat's why i treat ppl with respect and sincere.. Now after i giving all my sincere too the ger i like yet they dun even want.. really makes mi feel so useless till the peak...Haiz... My life is full of problems... Other ppl have love.. I dun haf also nvm liao... But other ppl have family.. i also haf.. But a family which is full of problems.. Sucks Man!!! Realli hope my NS medical Appointment faster come.. Faster register... Faster get my ass into NS.. Cannot tahan the life now..Sometime wander is there anyone willing to gif mi a helping hand to hold mi up.. Haha.. Of course i hope is a ger lar... But honestly... Realli lost confident in gers liao... Maybe lead a life will is self support will be better... Afterall.. Do Not Trust Anybody.. And only urself dun betray u... Write again some other day... :)사랑, 생활, 나의 생활은 무엇을 전부 대략 있는가??
나는 믿는다... 우리는 지구에 만날 것이다 어딘가에, 언젠가.... 나는 나타나기 위하여 너를... 기다리고 있다..
logged ; 7/30/2005
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Me!!
logged ; 7/13/2005
The things ahead of me is so hazy?? Unpreditable?? Haha!! ??
Once again... I am back.. Kinda boring.. Have been sick for a month liao.. Keep coughing.. Damn.. Haha..
Actually is recovering.. But end up eating KFC.. Then my cough come back again.. My class all say tat i bring the virus to class, but i dun think so.. I think their immune is too weak cannot blame mi.. Hahah!!
Well... Lately nth happen much.. Went back to my lifeless day.. Meet up with sec fren.. play rubbish games.. HAha.. Kinda no mood going out with gers.. dunno why.. Maybe lost interest in gers liao.. Haha.. Dun worry i am straight not a gay..
It has been sometimes.. And i think is over liao.. Ms.K should be very happy in life liao.. And i haf less bothers her life.. Hope i can appreciate the beauty of regret and beauty of imperfection... Hehe.. Sounds profound.. But if u want to noe.. can msn ask mi.. HAha!!
Really dunno wad i want in life.. Wat i like and love is all gone.. Now nth is important.. Say about studies i think since i dun like to study better dun waste money.. Since my NS enlistment letter is here i think is time to enlist also.. Rather than waste time rot at home and do nth in sch.. Life is a bored.. Full of setback.. But once again i am defeat... I got phobia in some way in life.. realli dunno how to find my happiness in life...
Keep on dreaming lately.. All sort of funny dreams.. Sometimes is gd.. sometimes is bad.. Of course, i hope my life will be a happy ending lar.. :) Who dun wan happy ending?..
Life is realli boring.. Dunno wad to do and where to go... Sometimes also kinda hard to find ppl go out also.. sianz...
Really hope to know more new frens, expand my social circle.. And haf more activities... :)
Looking forward the days of happiness... And miss the times spending with my love ones....
사랑한 이유만으로
또 하루가 지나가고 오는길 잊어도
기다 릴께요 난 그대여야만 하쥬
난 그대여야만 하쥬
logged ; 7/13/2005
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Haiz So Boring!!!
Woo... Life is so sucks... Troubled with my life, work and everything... Keep on falling sick.. Pissed off!!!Realli wish if someone have a pistol can bang one shot on my head...Doing badly for my daily grades in school.. All straight D's haiz.. Why not gif mi straight 7's in poker game.... Haiz.. Who call mi to get late and nv do RJ, i really getting lazy and lazy. Really dunno wad i want in my life... Suddenly i feel so bored of everything.. Soccer, taekwondo and swimming no longer makes mi happy... Some time realli thinking.. Why my life is always full of setbacks... Izzit realli now i suffer then when i reach old age i will haf a better life?? Hope so... Haiz... Sometime see other guys trying to get the ger they like, all have happy ending.. They seems nv put much effort yet can get the ger they like... But mi leh... Put so much efforts and sincere end up having nth but damn sad ending.. Sometimes recall back.. Since young, people around mi keep look down on mi and say mi useless.. I noe i am useless tat's why i treat ppl with respect and sincere.. Now after i giving all my sincere too the ger i like yet they dun even want.. really makes mi feel so useless till the peak...Haiz... My life is full of problems... Other ppl have love.. I dun haf also nvm liao... But other ppl have family.. i also haf.. But a family which is full of problems.. Sucks Man!!! Realli hope my NS medical Appointment faster come.. Faster register... Faster get my ass into NS.. Cannot tahan the life now..Sometime wander is there anyone willing to gif mi a helping hand to hold mi up.. Haha.. Of course i hope is a ger lar... But honestly... Realli lost confident in gers liao... Maybe lead a life will is self support will be better... Afterall.. Do Not Trust Anybody.. And only urself dun betray u... Write again some other day... :)사랑, 생활, 나의 생활은 무엇을 전부 대략 있는가??
나는 믿는다... 우리는 지구에 만날 것이다 어딘가에, 언젠가.... 나는 나타나기 위하여 너를... 기다리고 있다..
logged ; 7/30/2005
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Me!!
logged ; 7/13/2005
The things ahead of me is so hazy?? Unpreditable?? Haha!! ??
Once again... I am back.. Kinda boring.. Have been sick for a month liao.. Keep coughing.. Damn.. Haha..
Actually is recovering.. But end up eating KFC.. Then my cough come back again.. My class all say tat i bring the virus to class, but i dun think so.. I think their immune is too weak cannot blame mi.. Hahah!!
Well... Lately nth happen much.. Went back to my lifeless day.. Meet up with sec fren.. play rubbish games.. HAha.. Kinda no mood going out with gers.. dunno why.. Maybe lost interest in gers liao.. Haha.. Dun worry i am straight not a gay..
It has been sometimes.. And i think is over liao.. Ms.K should be very happy in life liao.. And i haf less bothers her life.. Hope i can appreciate the beauty of regret and beauty of imperfection... Hehe.. Sounds profound.. But if u want to noe.. can msn ask mi.. HAha!!
Really dunno wad i want in life.. Wat i like and love is all gone.. Now nth is important.. Say about studies i think since i dun like to study better dun waste money.. Since my NS enlistment letter is here i think is time to enlist also.. Rather than waste time rot at home and do nth in sch.. Life is a bored.. Full of setback.. But once again i am defeat... I got phobia in some way in life.. realli dunno how to find my happiness in life...
Keep on dreaming lately.. All sort of funny dreams.. Sometimes is gd.. sometimes is bad.. Of course, i hope my life will be a happy ending lar.. :) Who dun wan happy ending?..
Life is realli boring.. Dunno wad to do and where to go... Sometimes also kinda hard to find ppl go out also.. sianz...
Really hope to know more new frens, expand my social circle.. And haf more activities... :)
Looking forward the days of happiness... And miss the times spending with my love ones....
사랑한 이유만으로
또 하루가 지나가고 오는길 잊어도
기다 릴께요 난 그대여야만 하쥬
난 그대여야만 하쥬
logged ; 7/13/2005
