Monday, February 27, 2006
00:35 Love is still all around???
Today very sad... Haiz.. It had been a longtime since i cry over a ger...
Now my head is realli so heavy... Dun Feel like doing anything... Also dunno wad to say...
Only feel tat i am doing my very best to make her happy and satisfied in me...
I really dunno why i lost my temper... Very sorry... sorry sorry sorry sorry...... Sorry to my working frens and everyone...
I hate myself for loving u so deep... Sorry...
I will love you till the end of time.....
And i always believe you stay in my heart pushing my every breathe out...
Simply loving you...
Dun Forget the promise tat we make...
I LOVE YOU
- The phrase I love you is a phrase used to express the emotion of love. Simple and straight to the point, it is a concise way of expressing love verbally. Under the right circumstances, the act of saying "I love you" can be an intense experience for both parties involved — especially if it is a love-shy person finally expressing his or her feelings. Later on in a relationship, it is simply used to reassure the partner that they still value that bond they have with them.
This 3 words meant a lot to me for you!!!
logged ; 2/27/2006
Sunday, February 26, 2006
01:01 What is so difficult??
Just want to have a happy and peace love with her........
One week nv blog seems lots of things happen...
Dun wish to say much... Just want her to love me and be honest.. No matter wad u do i believe u and will be understanding so dun scare i will angry :]
People noe tat i am a direct person.. I say wad i mean.. And i do wad i want to do... Sometimes i am nasty but i will still be understanding towards her... I just dun want to minus the trust i given to her.. Just hope tat wad she promise is real.. And i have trust in wadever she do... Sometimes i realli feel very sorry.. Seems like i thinking too much but can't help.. Cos i love her deep deep.. :B
Haiz dun want to say much.... Say more will think more negatively... I will try to be happy...
To you... Maybe i may not a gd and gentle boy fren
But i am very honestly to you and will try to change the way tat u want mi to be...
Maybe one day i am gone and maybe u will not feel sad..
But my trust and love to u will not get minus (-)...
Just want you and me embrace our happiness together... Promise...
logged ; 2/26/2006
Monday, February 20, 2006
01:11.... Feel so guilty cause i cannot help her... When she needs help...
Seldom blog continously for 2 days.... Dunno why after i have a gf.. I just want to keep track of everything i do...
Went back for soccer today... 5 months nv touch soccer.. REally my skills seems lousy and lousy.. Haha.. Will try to buck up...
Went to accompany my gf to study... I feel so tired and hungry cos i did not manage to eat a proper meal since i extract my tooth. So just accompany her lor.. Cos so many days nv see her.. End up she onli manage to complete study one chapter.. HAha. Went to BK have dinner.. I finally manage to had a proper meal although nv realli enjoy the eating but still quite happy lar!! :)
Thought after we meet up she can go home end study but seems things are not going according to her plan.. She keep asking me to gif her a remedy of going where to study... I wanted to let her come my house but my dad is at home..Shit!!! End up have to see her going to other guys house to study.. Honestly lor.. Dun say i shy shy to say.. But i really jealous.. But wad to do.. i cannot help her mah.. Haiz.. if i have a lamp i will definitely share with her let her study in a comfortable enviroment.. But i cannot.. Really very sorry... Jealous yet so helpless.. Hope i will have a bigger house.. then can invite her to my house to study or play..
Go to slp le.. Better dun think much.. Many ppl noe when i think much i will head towards negative side.. I believe and trust she will behave..
My ger... If you hungry i will slice my bread and gif u a cheese
If you are sad i will try to make u smile
If you got problem i will be more than willing to listen to u
Just tat you dun leave me... Stay with me forever...
logged ; 2/20/2006
Saturday, February 18, 2006
15:40... Feeling of being left out...... why??
Who Say this pic not NICE!!!!
Nth much to add on... Just went for extraction of my teeth, bleed and bleed.. shit.. !!!
Well, i just celebrate my 22th bdae... This year recieved quite a lots of presents... Mostly is clothings... Very surprise my buddy Chee Meng (Jackie/JAcky??) will gif me a present, somemore is my fav stuff.. :)
Maybe this yr is kinda different... I got a gf to celebrate with me....
Many ppl keep asking mi about me and my gf... I also dunno wat to say...
Hope time will prove everything....
Feel so happy... Yet so upset....
Feel tat she is so near me... Yet so far....
God.... Please help me??? Tell me the truth... I just want to noe wad is in her mind?? Am i standing firm in her heart?? Haiz...
I only have 60% of you... I want the nothing except the remaining 40%...
Maybe i am not a romantic person or a person who show care directly... But i will try my best to gif you the best in life.. I try not to say much and do much tat does not mean tat i dun care about u and dun keep say i dun understand u... Even if i dun understand i willing to make efforts to understand u... No matter wad.. I will still wait... Till the day i am no longer exist.... Please care for me.. And i really care for you, dun doubt me.
I think i will stop here.. Go and rest... Hope my bleeding will stop.. And everything will be fine...
LAstly... Thanks those who love me..... :)
logged ; 2/18/2006
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Happy Chinese New Year!!!! :)
Yeah... Chinese New Year is here... Kinda boring lor... Haiz sianz.. Sianz as usual.
How should i start leh... Start day by day bah...
Feel so lonely as times... wander around aimlessly... Want to find a new ger, but yet dunno how to start.. Haiz.. Think a lot.. Although lot of ppl persuade mi to open my heart. But i realli dunno how.. Really afraid the feeling of being fool, being betray and the feeling of guessing one another mind.... Make mi feel so belove yet... Never intend to catch mi... Haiz..
28/1/2006 ( New Year Eve)
Work for the whole week in the tentage.. Can say quite happy lar.. Cos noe some new frens, but very tired.. Cos need to carry and talk alot to promote oranges.. Haha.. New yr Eve actualli plan to watch movie but end up Steven fall sick... All nv go out.... Sianz... Ahh...
29/1/2006 ( 1st day of Chinese New Yr)
Everyone knows i got very very very few relatives at Singapore... So nv realli tour around and visit relative.. So 1st day kind of sianz... I phone up Spencer then go his house visit his family and watch movie with him and his brother eddie...
30/1/2006 (2nd day of Chinese New Yr)
Wake up very early and went to Indo with my family visit my grandmother... Kinda happy lar.. but very tired.. Can see my grandmother i very happy cos very seldom can see her... Happen to talk to a Korean guy during the journey back to Singapore... Very funny guys indeed.. Nice conversation with him... Then after tat went to Justin house... At nite wanna to ask a ger out.. But she fall a sick so i wander around then phone up Weiqi... End up we landed in Game Arcade play game... Sianz... REally lifeless...
Today.... Do nth went to Chee Meng house but on the way there i saw Mr. Lau, he gave mi a red packet.. Erm and sort of asking mi about my planning.. So i tell him nth lor.. Then he intro mi a new job... Then At nite do nth special... Except feeling lonely...
Hope i can find a partner... But a truthful one who can realli be with mi... Hope my birthday next next fri will be a fruitful as well as my Valentine's day... Haha...
The days of missing a ger in my heart is back... Please accept me... Cos i will love you deep deep... :)
logged ; 2/01/2006
Monday, February 27, 2006
00:35 Love is still all around???
Today very sad... Haiz.. It had been a longtime since i cry over a ger...
Now my head is realli so heavy... Dun Feel like doing anything... Also dunno wad to say...
Only feel tat i am doing my very best to make her happy and satisfied in me...
I really dunno why i lost my temper... Very sorry... sorry sorry sorry sorry...... Sorry to my working frens and everyone...
I hate myself for loving u so deep... Sorry...
I will love you till the end of time.....
And i always believe you stay in my heart pushing my every breathe out...
Simply loving you...
Dun Forget the promise tat we make...
I LOVE YOU
- The phrase I love you is a phrase used to express the emotion of love. Simple and straight to the point, it is a concise way of expressing love verbally. Under the right circumstances, the act of saying "I love you" can be an intense experience for both parties involved — especially if it is a love-shy person finally expressing his or her feelings. Later on in a relationship, it is simply used to reassure the partner that they still value that bond they have with them.
This 3 words meant a lot to me for you!!!
logged ; 2/27/2006
Sunday, February 26, 2006
01:01 What is so difficult??
Just want to have a happy and peace love with her........
One week nv blog seems lots of things happen...
Dun wish to say much... Just want her to love me and be honest.. No matter wad u do i believe u and will be understanding so dun scare i will angry :]
People noe tat i am a direct person.. I say wad i mean.. And i do wad i want to do... Sometimes i am nasty but i will still be understanding towards her... I just dun want to minus the trust i given to her.. Just hope tat wad she promise is real.. And i have trust in wadever she do... Sometimes i realli feel very sorry.. Seems like i thinking too much but can't help.. Cos i love her deep deep.. :B
Haiz dun want to say much.... Say more will think more negatively... I will try to be happy...
To you... Maybe i may not a gd and gentle boy fren
But i am very honestly to you and will try to change the way tat u want mi to be...
Maybe one day i am gone and maybe u will not feel sad..
But my trust and love to u will not get minus (-)...
Just want you and me embrace our happiness together... Promise...
logged ; 2/26/2006
Monday, February 20, 2006
01:11.... Feel so guilty cause i cannot help her... When she needs help...
Seldom blog continously for 2 days.... Dunno why after i have a gf.. I just want to keep track of everything i do...
Went back for soccer today... 5 months nv touch soccer.. REally my skills seems lousy and lousy.. Haha.. Will try to buck up...
Went to accompany my gf to study... I feel so tired and hungry cos i did not manage to eat a proper meal since i extract my tooth. So just accompany her lor.. Cos so many days nv see her.. End up she onli manage to complete study one chapter.. HAha. Went to BK have dinner.. I finally manage to had a proper meal although nv realli enjoy the eating but still quite happy lar!! :)
Thought after we meet up she can go home end study but seems things are not going according to her plan.. She keep asking me to gif her a remedy of going where to study... I wanted to let her come my house but my dad is at home..Shit!!! End up have to see her going to other guys house to study.. Honestly lor.. Dun say i shy shy to say.. But i really jealous.. But wad to do.. i cannot help her mah.. Haiz.. if i have a lamp i will definitely share with her let her study in a comfortable enviroment.. But i cannot.. Really very sorry... Jealous yet so helpless.. Hope i will have a bigger house.. then can invite her to my house to study or play..
Go to slp le.. Better dun think much.. Many ppl noe when i think much i will head towards negative side.. I believe and trust she will behave..
My ger... If you hungry i will slice my bread and gif u a cheese
If you are sad i will try to make u smile
If you got problem i will be more than willing to listen to u
Just tat you dun leave me... Stay with me forever...
logged ; 2/20/2006
Saturday, February 18, 2006
15:40... Feeling of being left out...... why??
Who Say this pic not NICE!!!!
Nth much to add on... Just went for extraction of my teeth, bleed and bleed.. shit.. !!!
Well, i just celebrate my 22th bdae... This year recieved quite a lots of presents... Mostly is clothings... Very surprise my buddy Chee Meng (Jackie/JAcky??) will gif me a present, somemore is my fav stuff.. :)
Maybe this yr is kinda different... I got a gf to celebrate with me....
Many ppl keep asking mi about me and my gf... I also dunno wat to say...
Hope time will prove everything....
Feel so happy... Yet so upset....
Feel tat she is so near me... Yet so far....
God.... Please help me??? Tell me the truth... I just want to noe wad is in her mind?? Am i standing firm in her heart?? Haiz...
I only have 60% of you... I want the nothing except the remaining 40%...
Maybe i am not a romantic person or a person who show care directly... But i will try my best to gif you the best in life.. I try not to say much and do much tat does not mean tat i dun care about u and dun keep say i dun understand u... Even if i dun understand i willing to make efforts to understand u... No matter wad.. I will still wait... Till the day i am no longer exist.... Please care for me.. And i really care for you, dun doubt me.
I think i will stop here.. Go and rest... Hope my bleeding will stop.. And everything will be fine...
LAstly... Thanks those who love me..... :)
logged ; 2/18/2006
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Happy Chinese New Year!!!! :)
Yeah... Chinese New Year is here... Kinda boring lor... Haiz sianz.. Sianz as usual.
How should i start leh... Start day by day bah...
Feel so lonely as times... wander around aimlessly... Want to find a new ger, but yet dunno how to start.. Haiz.. Think a lot.. Although lot of ppl persuade mi to open my heart. But i realli dunno how.. Really afraid the feeling of being fool, being betray and the feeling of guessing one another mind.... Make mi feel so belove yet... Never intend to catch mi... Haiz..
28/1/2006 ( New Year Eve)
Work for the whole week in the tentage.. Can say quite happy lar.. Cos noe some new frens, but very tired.. Cos need to carry and talk alot to promote oranges.. Haha.. New yr Eve actualli plan to watch movie but end up Steven fall sick... All nv go out.... Sianz... Ahh...
29/1/2006 ( 1st day of Chinese New Yr)
Everyone knows i got very very very few relatives at Singapore... So nv realli tour around and visit relative.. So 1st day kind of sianz... I phone up Spencer then go his house visit his family and watch movie with him and his brother eddie...
30/1/2006 (2nd day of Chinese New Yr)
Wake up very early and went to Indo with my family visit my grandmother... Kinda happy lar.. but very tired.. Can see my grandmother i very happy cos very seldom can see her... Happen to talk to a Korean guy during the journey back to Singapore... Very funny guys indeed.. Nice conversation with him... Then after tat went to Justin house... At nite wanna to ask a ger out.. But she fall a sick so i wander around then phone up Weiqi... End up we landed in Game Arcade play game... Sianz... REally lifeless...
Today.... Do nth went to Chee Meng house but on the way there i saw Mr. Lau, he gave mi a red packet.. Erm and sort of asking mi about my planning.. So i tell him nth lor.. Then he intro mi a new job... Then At nite do nth special... Except feeling lonely...
Hope i can find a partner... But a truthful one who can realli be with mi... Hope my birthday next next fri will be a fruitful as well as my Valentine's day... Haha...
The days of missing a ger in my heart is back... Please accept me... Cos i will love you deep deep... :)
logged ; 2/01/2006
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